Back in the USA

pisceswHello my supporters previous and new. While I had a marvelous time upstate with friends and health seekers, the possibilities did not pan out in the financial realm. More appropriate and flexible studio access is mostly in New Jersey, specifically in Union and Newark. That’s is where I should look for work and housing. I have some proposals out in the area and the art community is vibrant. I came back rejuvenated through love and optimism. I’m keeping the worry to a minimum. Being grateful for the lovely place with my friend Jean and Mike. I can stay until May 24. I need to get from then to July 14 when I have room, board and paid opportunity at a retreat in Ventnor. I don’t have a computer to work on so that is a major problem since much of my work is text based. I have one more avenue to try to find my laptop but I think it is gone, lost at the airport on my re-entry to USA.

I need housing and money to jump start my life as a metal book artist. It has special equipment. I am returning to paper, which is part of the Marginalia sculpture left behind in Ahmedabad to be cast at a later date. I’ve dragged my tools across the ocean with me and have a locker at my uni with more treasures I almost forgot about. Thanks to Jean and Julie for that safe art haven. This weekend I felt so grateful for those who have supported this journey that began in 2009 when I dropped everything to pursue an abandoned art career. I escaped a very toxic living situation to ride the wild waves of India. The metal casting experience was limited but so fantastic to witness and participate in one pour.

In 2014, I received a master’s degree in studio art/educator magna cum laude. Sold most of my work since then. The current project is a complex of metal casting and medieval atlas fold books, the paper of which will be painted beginning tomorrow. I have limited access to a studio. I also have a full metal book I just completed the text on for The Monster of All Monsters. Today I finished text for a proposal at Aferro Gallery and look for work in the tristate area.
Many, many thanks to all of you who have smoothed the edges of my unfunded art exploration. You made my time in India a more quality experience and helped me get back to the USA with unwieldy baggage. I’m beginning this new, freer life when most people retire. I put it off for so long trying to find and arty substitute in graphic design, architecture, medical illustration and journalism. I tell students if you are truly an artist nothing will suffice. My life never quite evolved when I suppressed my need for artmaking and writing. Now I live even through the fear, turmoil and doubt.
Your contribution allows me to continue. I don’t have a home at the moment and scant savings. Anything you can send will be greatly appreciated. Also your prayers and good vibes toward one of those five residency/grant applications coming through.

NOTE: If anyone know of work or a living situation please PM me. I can send my extensive resume/CV.
(This project and funding has been active since New Years Eve 2016.)


The Making of Medieval Illuminated Manuscripts

Illuminated manuscripts are some of the most beautiful artifacts to survive from the Middle Ages. Their production involved transforming animal skins into parchment; copying texts; painting and gilding miniatures; and binding folios between boards, a process that reveals much about medieval scribal and artistic practice.The other lectures in this series are: Drawings in Anglo-Saxon Manuscripts Illuminated Psalter Manuscripts

via The Making of Medieval Illuminated Manuscripts.

This is a marvelous lecture on a topic dear to my heart. Whenever I’m out of sorts, I find that beauty and passionate intensity makes me feel like life is indeed worth living. I am often in a world where people do not rate being enthusiastic highly and, shall we say, may not possess deep love of a person, place or thing. Often that behavior can be contagious, especially if it’s is all you’re surrounded by. In the video I posted the other day about Aesha Mohammadzai, her surrogate mother repeats something she said that anyone who has endured outrageous violence would understand. No matter how much love she may receive it will never quench that black fiery spot within, the eternal spot with a beginning but no end.

For me, it is necessary to have a fine lecture, a good book, a project or a class to take me away from that spot for awhile. This is all we can ask for and must live with that.